Jamie McParland

It sucks spending your life secretly hating yourself.. and then shit happens and makes you hate yourself even more. I don’t know what to do anymore.. I’m so tired of it. I’m so tired of feeling bad.

I have so many great friends but i feel like i can’t talk to any of them for one reason or another. I wish i was totally heartless.. then i wouldn’t care about other people, and then they couldn’t hurt me.

Maybe they sell some kind of selfhelp book on that.

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